I knew this would happen. “Season” is upon us, which means that my Technion job is much more than full-time and is including some unexpected travel. Between that and creating a family program for my synagogue, leading the occasional service, traveling to Ocala to lead services…
In short, blogging has been put on the back burner.
But I heard something interesting the other day that I’ve been mulling over. Someone said, “I don’t believe in God. Instead I experience God.” I’m trying to decide what I think about that.
I’ll admit to having a lot of trouble with God-talk lately. (I know; you’re shocked to hear me say that.) It seems to come so easily to people – God this, God that, God is good, God loves us, God created Shabbat for us. I don’t have much to say about that God, except that if he exists and I meet him in heaven one day, I’ll apologize for doubting. But without proof – and I do not mean rainbows, the miracle of birth and all that crap, so don’t start with me – I’m just not ready to believe.
I am sending you my latest column under separate cover. I think you need to sing your “I am alive” song a few times! I have also noticed that there is a bird that loves to sing here in Florida at first light. It reminds me of that morning bracha we say, you know the one that starts Baruch atah hey ha-olamin… and lists all the things we are grateful for.Love ya, Judi
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You are not alone! Moi aussi. But, that being said, it does not preclude believing and observing. Keep it up and stay with it. . . .Much Love
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